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Mon, 26 Sep 2005 18:43:40 GMT

Thu, 16 Jun 2005 02:13:09 GMT

i need a new screename
but i cant think of one
sp Plzz help me out
♥

Mon, 13 Jun 2005 23:31:14 GMT

today is my birthday
my parents bought me 12 inch subwoofers and 1,200 watt amp and i got it installed today and that shit is hot as fuck. i love it :)
anyways im going out tonight with stacie,jackie, natalie and rachel. it should be fun i suppose.
♥

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 00:36:23 GMT

haha no makeup.

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it looks like i have a black eye

Tue, 31 May 2005 01:12:49 GMT

What would you do if:

» I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
» Family:

[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you adore me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?

Sun, 03 Apr 2005 03:11:17 GMT

Thu, 17 Mar 2005 23:50:39 GMT

I finally got my internet back.. havent been able to update or comment. its not like i do either of them anyway.
nothing new has really happend
still hanging out with stacie and sheng
Mike n Holden are still in jail
I occasionaly hang out with the "Jew"
Go to a few parties here and there
My insurance is 5,000 so i have to get a job. Im probally going to work at Discovery Place. They pay good and shit the only bad thing is i have to work on the weekends.
My n my boyfriend of 6 months broke up
Im currently looking for a new one.. but there is probally going to be no luck there.
I'm finally doing better in school
I hate charlotte and I really want to move. I hate it here.

Sun, 06 Feb 2005 20:22:49 GMT

me n sturshy stu

Mon, 20 Dec 2004 17:27:24 GMT

Fri, 03 Dec 2004 02:00:08 GMT

I know what I am about to say sounds stupid but here it goes..

Alot of stuff has been going on. I mean I can't post it nor say what it is. But I just wish everything would go away. My bestfriends are going through some thing I wish for no one to ever have put on them. God its just messed up.. and I hope everything gets cleared over and we are all back to where we use to be a couple of months ago. With everything that has been going on I've decided to change. Tonight me Stacie, Sheng, Mowglii, Fluff, Gino, and Tony all went to church tonight. We wanted to go into the confession but come to find out you can only do that on Saturday Afternoons. So we sat in the church and we all held hands and prayed about everything that has been going on but, mostly Mike. We all miss him soo much. I mean knowing one of your bestfriends isnt there and there is no way you can see them. But when I was praying all of these thoughts of the past month was going threw my head. I am going to stop everything. I've already quit drugs and I've quit drinking along time ago. I'm also going to stop cussing. I know that doesn't sound like much but I cuss so much. Like each sentence I say has a cuss word in it. I'm a young lady.. I should learn to talk like one. I've also decided to start going to church every Sunday. Weather it's by myself, friends, or parents. I want to go. I remember when me, Stacie use to talk about how we lived the life we had always wanted.. drugs and staying all night just having fun. But, If you think about it..it's not worth it. I mean I went threw a stage where I couldn't wait for the weekend to get my hands on a roll or anything. It got old.. real fast. I mean I have enough stories to tell my children when I'm older. It's kind of sad when something that has happend like this to make you start going to church. But, that is what happens to most people.. you hit rock bottom and start over.

Tue, 30 Nov 2004 20:36:36 GMT

stolen from cody

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 22:00:17 GMT

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 09:06:55 GMT

HAVE FUN READING...

PAST

O1. First grade teacher's name: hickens
O2. Last words you said: killamongo
O3. Last song you sang: jojo
O4. Last person you hugged: macoy
O5. Last thing you laughed at: stacies highwaters
O6. Last time you said I dont remember: just now
O7. Last time you cried: yesterday

PRESENT
O8. What are you listening to right now: stacie moving a chair
O9. What colour socks are you wearing: none
O10. What's under your bed: the world and back
O11. What time did you wake up today: 11:38
O12. Current taste: hot pockets n coke
O13. Current hair: down and all around
O14. Current clothes: pink pants and mikes shirt
O15. Current annoyance: phone calls that wont stop
O16. Current longing: sleep
O17. Current desktop picture: some shit
O18. Current worry: are anne and peehay gunnah survive breakin down on the side of the road
O19. Current hate: im not trying to type all day here
O20. Current favorite article of clothing: idk
O21. Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: hair
O22. Last CD that you listened to: msi
O23. Favorite place to be: in my car
O24. Least favorite place: la escuela
O25. Time you wake up in the morning: whenever my eyes open
O26. If you could play an instrument, what would you play? drum
O27. favorite color: green
O28. Do you believe in an afterlife: sure
O29. How tall are you: 5'3?
O30. Current favorite word/saying: lately is nig and chinc
O31. Favorite book: none
O32. Favorite season: fall
O33. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: tatum

FUTURE
O35. Where do you want to go: china<3
O36. What is your career going to be like: it doenst say psycic (sp?) across my forehead
O37. How many kids do you want: uno
O38. What kind of car will you have: whichever car i drive

HAVE YOU EVER...
O39. Said "I love you" and meant it: yea
O40. Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: yeah
O41. Been to New York: no
O42. Been to Florida: yeah
O43. Been to California:no
O44. Been to Hawaii: no
O45. Been to Mexico: no
O46. Been to China: not yet
O47. Been to Canada: no
O48. Danced naked: alcohol poising
O49. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: yeah
O50. Wanted to be the opposite sex: when you have to pee and there is no toliet to save the day.. that berry bush is your best friend
O51. Had an imaginary friend: nope..

RANDOM
O52. Do you have a crush on someone: si
O53. What book are you reading now?: none and dont plan on it
O54. Worst feeling in the world: comming down
O55. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: kill me
O56. How many rings before you answer: whenever the fuck i get to the phone
O57. Future daughter's name: Marilyn
O58. Future son's name: James
O59. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: cant say i do
O60. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: actress
O61. Wish you were here: in the woods with my niggas
O62. College plans: unc
O63. Piercings: eye and ears

THE EXTRA STUFF
O64. Do you do drugs: is the sky blue
O65. Do you smoke: cigarettes yes
O66. Who are your best friends: Stacie, Anne, Mike, Macoy
O67. What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use: secret
O68. What are you most scared of: ants
O69. What clothes do you sleep in: the ones im in now
O70. Who is the last person that called you: mike
O71. Where do you want to get married: i dont know
O72. If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: body
O73. Who do you really hate: im not tryin to type a book over here
O74. Been In Love: sorta
O75. Are You Timely Or Always Late: in between
O76. Do You Have A Job: nope
O77. Do You Like Being Around People: certin ones
O78. Best feeling in the world: rolling<3
O79. Are you for world peace: hell no
O80. Are you a health freak: negative
O81. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: i dont know
O82. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: no i got em
O83. Are You Lonely Right Now: cant say i am
O84. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: yeah
O85. Do You Want To Get Married: sure
O86. Do You Want Kids: just one so therefore it would be KID*

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
O87. Cried: yes
O88. Bought Something: yes
O89. Gotten Sick: sorta
O90. Sang: no doubt
O91. Said I Love You: damn straight
O92. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: no
O93. Met Someone New: person rolling up on a bike and amber
O94. Moved On: sure
O95. Talked To Someone: yeah
O96. Had A Serious Talk: sure
O97. Missed Someone: sure
O98. Hugged Someone: yeah
O99. Kissed Someone: no
0100. Fought With Your Parents: yea
O101. Dreamed About Someone You Cant Be With: sure
O102. Had a lot of sleep: cant say i have

PAST

O1. First grade teacher's name: ms. kumarow
O2. Last words you said: said
O3. Last song you sang: jojo
O4. Last person you hugged: Macoy
O5. Last thing you laughed at: killaromo (holly dont ask)
O6. Last time you said I dont remember: just now
O7. Last time you cried:today

PRESENT
O8. What are you listening to right now: holly
O9. What colour socks are you wearing: not wearing anymore
O10. What's under your bed: clothes
O11. What time did you wake up today: 12:54
O12. Current taste: hot pocket
O13. Current hair: down
O14. Current clothes: big white t-shiet and sweat pants
O15. Current annoyance: THAT KOULDA OF BEEN A BIG TOE
O16. Current longing: sleep
O17. Current desktop picture: i need to restore my desk top ;)
O18. Current worry:can i stay awake in school tomarrow
O19. Current hate:im not in the woods with the other niggas
O20. Current favorite article of clothing: annes black sweat pants
O21. Favorite physical feature of the preferred sex: eyes
O22. Last CD that you listened to: msi
O23. Favorite place to be: the park (when not sober)
O24. Least favorite place: school
O25. Time you wake up in the morning: weekdays 5:50
O26. If you could play an instrument, what would you play? nothing
O27. favorite color: blue
O28. Do you believe in an afterlife: yes
O29. How tall are you: 5'5?
O30. Current favorite word/saying: nigga
O31. Favorite book: i dont read
O32. Favorite season: fall
O33. One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: rachel

FUTURE
O35. Where do you want to go: asia
O36. What is your career going to be like: i dont even know what tomarrows gonna be like?
O37. How many kids do you want: 1
O38. What kind of car will you have: hummer

HAVE YOU EVER...
O39. Said "I love you" and meant it: today to nigga crow
O40. Gotten in a fight with your dog/cat/bird/fish, etc: yeah
O41. Been to New York: yes
O42. Been to Florida: no
O43. Been to California:no
O44. Been to Hawaii: no
O45. Been to Mexico: no
O46. Been to China: no
O47. Been to Canada: no
O48. Danced naked: when i had alcohol posioning
O49. Dreamed something really crazy and then it happened the next day: maybe
O50. Wanted to be the opposite sex: when i have to pee outside yeah
O51. Had an imaginary friend: unless you kall telepathicly talking to holly .. and the nigga nevered answered then no

RANDOM
O52. Do you have a crush on someone: yes
O53. What book are you reading now?: i thought we disscused i did not read
O54. Worst feeling in the world: koming down
O55. What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: i wanna go back to bed
O56. How many rings before you answer: 2
O57. Future daughter's name: carmen
O58. Future son's name: james
O59. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal: no
O60. If you could have any job you wanted, what would it be: actress
O61. Wish you were here: i wish i was in the woods (dont ask)
O62. College plans: cosomatology
O63. Piercings: nose ears (i had my belly button till it kam out)

THE EXTRA STUFF
O64. Do you do drugs: is grass green?
O65. Do you smoke: depending on what cigs ...no
O66. Who are your best friends: holly , anne
O67. What kind of Shampoo and Conditioner do you use:i aint even gonna try to spell it
O68. What are you most scared of: besides loosing nigga crow... the big round water tubes near the airport
O69. What clothes do you sleep in: comfortable clothes
O70. Who is the last person that called you: mike
O71. Where do you want to get married: in the garden at the biltmore estate
O72. If you could change anything about yourself what would that be: my feet
O73. Who do you really hate: the list is to long to put on here
O74. Been In Love: yeah
O75. Are You Timely Or Always Late: idk im told im on time ;)
O76. Do You Have A Job: .no
O77. Do You Like Being Around People: it depends who and when im on what
O78. Best feeling in the world: rolling
O79. Are you for world peace: i dont care
O80. Are you a health freak:use to be
O81. Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: yes
O82. Want Someone You Don't Have Right Now: yes
O83. Are You Lonely Right Now: i got nigga crow
O84. Ever Afraid You'll Never Get Married: no
O85. Do You Want To Get Married: yes
O86. Do You Want Kids: yes

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...
O87. Cried: yes
O88. Bought Something: yes
O89. Gotten Sick: no
O90. Sang: yes
O91. Said I Love You: yes
O92. Wanted To Tell Someone You Loved them: the people that need to know already do
O93. Met Someone New: yes nigga on the bike and amber
O94. Moved On:nope
O95. Talked To Someone: all the time
O96. Had A Serious Talk: yeah.. i guess you kould kall it htat
O97. Missed Someone: oh yeah
O98. Hugged Someone:yes
O99. Kissed Someone: no
0100. Fought With Your Parents: i dont think so
O101. Dreamed About Someone You Can't Be With: yes i dreamed about them but i know i kould be with them
O102. Had a lot of sleep:ive been sober and havent had sleep in a day im doing pritty good

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 21:57:18 GMT

Thu, 29 Jul 2004 22:58:20 GMT

How to make a Disguisedkiller

Ingredients:

1 part anger

1 part arrogance

5 parts instinct

Method:
Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Add fitness to taste! Do not overindulge!

Personality cocktail
From Go-Quiz.com

Sun, 04 Jul 2004 18:13:55 GMT

1. Enter your first name only into google.
2. Click on "Images".
3. Pick your favorite and post it in your journal.

Stolen from the lovely Logan<3

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 21:07:59 GMT

I am a member of 2 cliques of size 8

disguisedkiller, sihkbeauty, sihk_rellik, astridhaven, childvelvet, sihkoolaid, stayxforever, added_deletion

disguisedkiller, sihkbeauty, astridhaven, glitterfaerifux, vanity___bandit, i_wanna_play, beautiful_ruins, nightnmarescene

I was boreded.

Fri, 25 Jun 2004 02:44:36 GMT

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 00:07:23 GMT

i got my license :)

Sun, 20 Jun 2004 18:45:12 GMT

Hey bitches :)
This weekend has been a doosey. My friend almost died of alcohol poisioning. It sucked soo bad because everyone i was with we had all been awake for 2 and a half days and where all tired and then the next thing you know someone is about to die and your ridding in the ambulance with them. The person is fine now :) But moving along last night i spent the night over at stacies house and anne came over a little later that night with aj and we just hung outside till 1ish just talking about stuff. i got attacked by misquitos.. i swear if i dont get attacked by ants its another bug comming after me. then i came home today and layed out in the sun. i must say im comming up with a nice little tan. so yeah im going to go
<3

Fri, 11 Jun 2004 23:05:42 GMT

I havnt been able to update this journal because my computer would mess up when i would try n log in. But yeah Wednesday I went over to stacies with anne. We got dropped off at AJ's then logan came and picked us up and took us to the hotel. Then he left and Jimmy, Justin, and Josh came.. then we left with them and i rolled for my first time :). Then we went to keebz and hung out over there. We headed to the swimming pool. jimmy, josh n justin had to leave so we headed back to the appartments and spent the night at keeblers house. Woke up and headed to the bagal store. Then I went home and slept.

Thu, 13 May 2004 14:19:13 GMT

Mon, 10 May 2004 11:30:20 GMT

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Sun, 09 May 2004 20:18:07 GMT

well wednesday me stacie kayla and danielle hung out at wing king and her pool.. we didnt go in it or anything. Thursday we went to coffey creek appts and met up with britney and george.. then anne n odie came and we went swimming. friday me stacie danielle n kayla went swimming at coffey creek again.. and got kicked out. but before that i had some vodka and i went swimming. i felt like nemo. lmao it was funny as shit. so we left and supposably i drank somemore when i went back to stacies..then we went to odies and i went to sleep there. and woke up and chilled with these two girls i didnt know. they where cool as hell. then everyone came back and yeahhhhh. i was talking to stacie and everything that had happend before i went to sleep felt like a dream.. but she told me that it was real. lol mann i know for like the longest time i couldnt see faces. haha but then some other people came to odies. then around 4 i guess we left and went to stacies. woke up and i went home. came back later that night (saturday) i left around 11 because i was feeling sick. man i have some crucial ass pictures of me from when i was drunk. i plan to not share them with anyone. haha besides the people that took them. but yeah im going to go :)

Fri, 23 Apr 2004 19:31:36 GMT

its a picture of my eyebrow.. not a very good one but you can still see it.